Scawey, I'm alive again eh.
Not visiting much though sorry, but I'm updating occasionally. Not drawing as much, but I'll try

Jeezus I had over thousand deviations to view O_O and billions of bluhoody journals lolol

Wellllll hope everyone has had a good few months

Keep drawin'!!

Happy xmas and new year everyone

I not got photoshop yet

Buwahahahahaaaaaaaa I haven't been very uhhhhhh whatchamacallitted to draw in ages

>_>

anyways hi again

.. laptop crashed again.

Last sunday.

*lolz*

And I lost teh diskeh.

But then I findededed it.

Uhh.

After a new one arrived.

That cost £40.

>_>

Anyway.

I had to wipe it.

Lost all my art.

Heh.

Doesn't bother me much

I'm still here

Not doing as many piccies cos of A level artwork that needs to be done. And its too shit to put up on here.


ANYWAY

I decided to post up on here just in case people wonder what I'm rambling on about in later journals (because I know it'll eventually slip out).
My mother has got cancer. Breast cancer. And she's having to have her breast removed next week.
We've known about it for aboutttt three, four weeks now. Was finalised the other week.

So my moods are everywhere and anywhere atm. I'm very happy most the time (I mean, seriously happy. Happier than I've ever been, which I'm not really going to go into detail over), as I'm trying to keep her off my mind. But sometimes she and my dad bum me down so badly (my dad, lovely man, sent me an email telling me that I need to spend more time with her because she might die. Nice isn't he)

Anyway, I really appreciate my friends (who know) who're supporting me atm. I'm being leant on very heavily at home so I really do love you guys.